"I SO FEEL THE LOVE"

August 22, 2008

Happy Friendship Day, everbody.

it’s comforting to know that i have friends like these. i don’t even know where to begin in saying how blessed i’m with you guys hanging around. kilala niyo na kung sino-sino kayo. no need for introductions. HAHA.

Sabayan drama during dismissal. i won’t say anymore than…

3C doesn’t play like that, and if you guys do; well that’s a shame. i shall feel pity  and rationalize from afar.

how ironic. period.   

shall be gone in a couple of minutes. i have a Filipino short story to get to, and a poem to compose. my brain shall be working overtime tonight. 

PREFRONTAL CORTEX don’t fail me now.

seriously. 

"I’M A WALKING CONTRADICTION"

August 20, 2008

this is one of the things about me that i have no grasp or control over which shouldn’t be the case. people are suppose to have a definite opinion on things while i have contradicting ones. it justifies the fact that i have no common ground on and with anything. for that matter, it justifies that i do not have a distinct view or definite opinion. my belief system is freakin’ satiric blur.

I’M THE BIGGEST WALKING CONTRADICTION ANYBODY COULD FIND.             (realizing and acknowledging it only now kinda proves a point).

how can i be happy that classes are suspened, and even sometimes pray for the storm to carry on, when i know that the same storm causing these suspensions are inducing deaths and losses in some province out there?

(people are actually dying and losing everything, while i’m here cheering on with everybody else.)

listing all of my life’s contradictons would be a burden not only on me, but to you as well.

so nevermind.

shed some light on it, will you?

seriously.  

"GOOD LUCK"

August 19, 2008

nevermind the title. as most people can tell, i’m so not in the mood to blog. let’s just say certain events didn’t play to my liking. and i mean this in the most serious, demented, and tempestuous way.

you can tell i’m angry.(i never use words like these)

i’m digging down to the deepest recesses of my vocabulary. and i’m not stoping.

anal retentive is the word of the day.

SEEEEEERIOUSLY.    

"COME FIND ME"

August 18, 2008

yes it’s a line taken from The Fear You Won’t Fall by Joshua Radin, but it’s also a line i kept saying today from all the Hiding and Seeking going around. HAHA. today was different to say the least.

after i got my usual McDonalds breakfast, i decided to drop by the school to drop-off my things. too bad it was closed. i met up with the sabayan leaders at Starbucks. i wasn’t surprised when only Allan and Romano was there. HAHA. the rest followed after a few. it was the usual planning, some minor changes, and talks about the negativity that seems to be drawn to our class.

soo a big whatever to those negativities.

we went over to the beach house to get the practice started. well, that didn’t happen. everybody went about their own businesses without thinking what time it is. a bunch of people decided to explore the rest of the beach house, and in some bizzare way, that turned into the biggest game of hide and seek. how that happened, i have no idea. HAHA. 

it was fun as hell. we were beyond sweaty, but still fun. the place was so huge that it’s not that easy to find people. i should know. i was the first one to be “IT” after the yummy KFC lunch. (welcome back to the dark side, Earl.) HAHA. the rounds after lunch was extremely tiring, and yet satisfying.

second childhood ba? HAHA.

it took a long time for people to come find me. i was sweating bullets behind doors, cupboards under stairs(reminiscent of something? i think so. HAHA) and stacks of cardboard for minutes on end. thank God i had my Ipod with me to fight off the boredom. after 3 rounds, i was declared the winner.

horray for my cash prize. PHP50?! somethings never change. HAHA.

we walked to starbucks after that. i didn’t get a chance to buy anything since i had to catch a cab. mr. independent? not really. HAHA

. . . 

it’s great blogging again. i’ll just leave it at that. but before i go. . .

HARRY POTTER SOO TRUMPS TWILIGHT.

(TRUST ME. HAHAHA.) i’m so going to hell for this. 

seriously. 

" I’M STAYING "

August 17, 2008

i’ve made up my mind. i’m staying.

SERIOUSLY. (i missed doing that.)