"THE CRYPTIC WORDS THAT MEANDER"

September 10, 2008

- - Cryptic words meander; Now there is a song beneath the song. One day you’ll learn . You’ll soon discern its true meaning. An interesting detachment.  A listless poem of love sincere. Desire, despair, Overlapping melodies. 

     - Song Beneath the Song by Maria Taylor ( Grey’s Anatomy Season 2; Make Me Lose Control )

this song is a head-turner for real. aside from the song having beautiful - nosebleeder - words, it has a deeper meaning into it. (i would think.) very appropriate. Haha.

. . .

recap to yesterday — we had our outreach in Nemesio Yabut Elem. School. it’s surprising that i would enjoy this outreach since i wasn’t feeling that great for the most of the day. i was assigned to tutor in english. nowhere would i ever attempt to teach math. i might cause irreparable damage. Haha. the kid i was assigned to was incredibly nice. he was very consistent  and very eager to learn. i saw a little nerd in him when he constantly beat himself up for every little mistake. very promising. Haha.

3C went wild with the kids. funny, funny conversations with the little ones. 

Blue-Eyes-White-Dragon. Mr. Bean. Haha. 

when we got back to school, the other guys had their first soccer intrams. seeing 10+ nerds on the soccer field was very entertaining. they/we took too much pride on the other team’s mistakes. it’s either we had  lady-luck on our side, or they’re just plain unlucky. Haha.

congrats, guys, for the 1-0. it was one hell of an improvement. Haha.
Bubble Party!!  

. . .

today was uneventful to say the least. happy birthday sr. Mendoza, reader’s theatre practice, clinic visit, club. the day was basically pointless. Haha. i should’ve stayed home if it weren’t for the quiz on CLE.

i have to freakin’ find a song for ‘auditions’ tomorrow. gahd.

i hate auditions.

it would be a sad attempt to sing a John Mayer song.

seriously. 

"THE WORST IS OVER"

September 8, 2008

THANK GOD FOR THE REPORT CARDS! THANK GOD FOR THE GRADES.

i expected much lower to be quite honest. congratulations to everybody for the incredibly high grades. to think that it’s already junior year and somebody gets a freakin 100 in math?! social, filipino, any subject for that matter i can take, but math?! seriously. Haha.

the worst is over my friends. well not really, but it doesn’t hurt to believe it is.

. . . . . .

a sudden realization came bursting forth; obviously prompted by a deep conversation i had with two friends during dismissal time.

all i can say is that it shouldn’t come as a suprise that people gossip. it’s one of the few things that tie us together as human beings — flawed and damaged goods. sad as it is, it’s actually second nature to us. it’s as if it’s deeply imprinted somewhere in our genetic coding that we are destined to poke fun at people’s mistakes, the wrongs that people make. it’s the truth whether you accept it or not.

i can honestly say that i’m not alien to this awful behaviour. it’s addicting, ridiculously fun, and hard to avoid. 

maybe the best thing to do is just avoid these kinds of situations. moderation is key. Haha. 

the fact that i’m just realizing it now is a little scary. Haha. 

– I played pretend between the trees, and fed my houseguests bark and leaves, and laughed in my pretty bed of green.  I had a dream that I could fly from the highest swing. I had a dream. - Dream by Priscilla Ahn. 

seriously.

 

"I’M MISSING ALOT"

September 4, 2008

i feel like utter crap. this flu thingy’s been bugging me for days now. i’ve come to some conclusions on why i got this viral plague. let me think. is it nights forcing myself to not sleeping because of some school-related crap,(i’d hate to admit how freakishly nerdy that sounded like.) or maybe the bajillion things we had to do for the week; talk about pressure, Sabayang Pagbigkas Finals then Research Conference the following day. now that has projectile vommit written all over it. 

and i thank God that both of which was a huge success.

i just wish this flu goes away soon.

i sooo wanted to play badminton and volleyball today. ohwell.

REPOOOOORT CAAAAARDSSS! dear, Lord.

seriously.  

"MARAMI ANG NAWALAN NG SAYSAY"

September 3, 2008

"SURREAL"

September 2, 2008

this is a momentous moment we shan’t forget. 

it was definitley a performance we weren’t that confident of. then again, we didn’t actually see it first hand. Haha. i can honestly say that at moments after our performance, while watching the rest to perform, one can’t avoid being disheartened. the performances in level 2 were amazing. they gave us one hell of a fight. i mean, seriously? UV lights? and these fantastic concepts? i would’ve never thought of doing that, and actually pulling it off.

but when the judge mentioned something that agrees with what our performance was aiming for, i was hopeful. then you know it, 3C was declared champions. it was pure bliss; even dreamlike. it was a totally unexpected outcome of us coming on top. 

countless saturdays of hours and hours of practices, creative-drainage actually paid off. and don’t get me started on the stress and pressure it caused on us. everything paid off and i’m glad it did.

*people can talk smack all they want. it just goes to show how people can be manipulative, hurtful and envious. well it doesn’t even matter now.

CONGRATULATIONS, 3C! I SERIOUSLY LOVE YOU GUYS.

SABAYANG PAGBIGKAS LEVEL II CHAMPIONS.(0809)

 

SERIOUSLLY.