"I’M A WALKING CONTRADICTION"

this is one of the things about me that i have no grasp or control over which shouldn’t be the case. people are suppose to have a definite opinion on things while i have contradicting ones. it justifies the fact that i have no common ground on and with anything. for that matter, it justifies that i do not have a distinct view or definite opinion. my belief system is freakin’ satiric blur.

I’M THE BIGGEST WALKING CONTRADICTION ANYBODY COULD FIND.             (realizing and acknowledging it only now kinda proves a point).

how can i be happy that classes are suspened, and even sometimes pray for the storm to carry on, when i know that the same storm causing these suspensions are inducing deaths and losses in some province out there?

(people are actually dying and losing everything, while i’m here cheering on with everybody else.)

listing all of my life’s contradictons would be a burden not only on me, but to you as well.

so nevermind.

shed some light on it, will you?

seriously.