"SCREW THE WEEKENDS. IT’S GO TIME"

July 12, 2008

HORAY FOR TODAY!

another saturday spent with the best set of people in the world.

i got up painstakingly early, today. then, i hitched a ride with Lance (me likey the new car. i’m freakishly addicted to new car scents. Haha.)to meet up with the other people at Starbs @ Treats. it was sooo early i could die. the things i would do for this class; imagine waking up at 6:00, and meeting up with classmates at around 7:00. it’s painful, but i’d do it anyway. ganyan ko kayo kamahal. Hahaha. 

so when we got there, there was only Earl and Romano. we got straight to business after a couple of the other commitee heads arrived. a lot of the meeting was eaten up by reminiscing about fond and not-so fond memories of yesteryears. we relatively got a lot of things done. considering na pigang-piga na ang mga utak naman sa kakaisip.

it was about 9:00, and a lot of people were starting to arrive, so we headed down to the beach house. Haha.

graduation gift? why nooot?! Hahaha.

so when everybody got settled we started the “thing”. i think we’re not suppose to say anything, so whatever. let’s just say we basically swept the house’s floors clean. it was tiring, yet pretty enjoyable. people really got into the whole thing, i would think. it was pretty much laughing the whole time, and contorting our bodies into epileptic-ish shapes. Hahaha. 

we were basically screwed when the CO people had to leave for their training. wala nang natira. Haha. we decided to order our food for lunch. i was DH by then, so a big yippe for chicken mcdo, large fries and large coke. a great pick-me-up. Haha. 

so we devoted the rest of the time to the late people, so they could catch up. little did i know, that people were starting to jump in the pool. Hahaha. Matt and Yam decided it was a great idea to take a swim?! wtf?! Haha.
bahay niyo? beach house niyo? Hahaha.

they didn’t have clothes, so they basically had to wait for their clothes to dry. Haha. Matt even tried on Lisette’s jogging pants. Hahaha. funny, pare. anywhoo, people started to leave, and we decided to start our long walk back to school.

i was excited to CO people in action. i never got the chance to watch them train. Haha. all i got to say is WOW. the amount of dedication these people put into the whole thing is staggering. i felt bad for a one girl, though. for all the time we were there she only did one thing, and that’s..

DARNA!!

then i went home.

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things are going crazy. it’s unbelievable how teachers can be so merciless. the amount of homework they give us is painful. thank God for friends like these. it’s much easier for me to laugh at the end of the day because of them.

I LOVE 3C!

I FREAKIN’ HATE HOMEWORK!

seriously.  

"F*CK IT"

July 9, 2008

GAAAAAAAHH!

 

SERIOUSLY!

"SATAN HAS A SENSE OF HUMOR"

July 7, 2008

the hell with all of this. these past few days really got me thinking; quiet moments alone in my room, in the bus, or basically anywhere that i’m sane enough, gets me pondering on things. things that are a a bit childish in nature, but most of the time too mature for me to handle. this freaky moment in time happens especially during CLE time. the question thrown at us was a huge blow on my part.

it’s just this constant overload of things really gets me crazy. it’s a constant overload of stress which honestly is something i really don’t need, but i can’t seem to avoid. it’s school-related stress. teachers don’t give a damn. almost none of them seems approachable enough to have a decent conversation with. and frankly, i don’t think they would even understand.

it’s friends. i would love to be there for them all the time; knowing what to say; giving the best possible advice, but it’s just, i can only do so much. and it pains me to see them like that, realizing that i have no clue on what to do and don’t know how to deal with it.

it’s the absurd amount of pressure people put on me; loads more on the amount that i put on myself. i try to do so much, but the fact of the matter is, that i simply can’t do it all. maybe it’s still the leftover baggage from last year; the feeling of being useless and unwanted, it’s slowly creeping in again.

THIS IS SOOOOO WHATEVER. 

i don’t like feeling like this. it’s making it harder for me to wake up everyday, and actually having the will to wake up. it’s making it harder for me to laugh mindlessly about things. it’s making it me harder for me to enjoy the things i usually enjoy. it’s stupid i know. maybe i’m just tired. then again, maybe the pain’s all real, and i’m having a hard time accepting it. 

- - “sooner or later , we have to put aside our denial, and face the world, head on, guns blazin’. denial. it’s not just a river in Egypt; it’s a freakin’ ocean, so how do you keep from drowning in it?”  ~ Merideth Grey.

seriously.

"MAYBE I GOT LADIES"

July 6, 2008

not having proper internet for almost a week sucks big time. a lot of things, a lot of big things happened during the week. now it’s kind of a struggle to remember all of it. from the horrendous Geometry quiz, to an unbelievably crazy friday with the nerds.

rewind to friday.(i’ll mention it again, it’ll be a struggle.)

so-so friday at school. nothing happened much. it was during dismissal when everything got a bit gaga. Haha. which isn’t funny at all. for people i talked to, you’ll catch my drift. anywhoo. Trixie and i ended up leaving our stuff with Lance’s shiny, new car. 

a bunch of us headed to Greenbelt 3 for Keziah’s post-birthday bash. Haha. but first, we decided to buy our gifts for her, so the Body Shop was our best bet. so horay for Body Shop and their 30% discounts. while we were waiting for the girls to arrive, me and Allan decided to play some Tekken. who dominated? yeah, that’s right. Haha.

after a few rounds, we went to Bubba Gump, waited for the others to arrive, then we had the feast of our lives. Haha. it was shrimp heaven! everything on the table was disgustingly scrumptious. i mean seriously. Haha. right, Chi? no time for diets tonight. kain lang kung kain. walang aawat. especially for Jama. Haha. the dinner was fun as much as it was filling; we got a few laughs and kwentos in. Hahaha.

we got a bit idle for a while. eventually, we ended up staying at an empty Cold Rock. thank God for slow business. Haha. i got myself an Aussie Vanilla with cookie dough. it was alright, i guess. then again, i was never a big fan of ice cream. we were laughing our heads-off most of the night. laughing about a bajillion of random things is a work out. Hahaha. everybody started leaving, so me and Chi decided to walk around for a bit. i never knew this much people was out; considering that it was about 10PM. then i went home.

. . . . .

i said that it would be a struggle. Haha. nothing to say about this weekend besides the fact that it was boring and the only exciting thing i could remember is eating my favorite pesto pasta at san juan. anywhoo. school tomorrow. woptedoo?

seriously.