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HIGHLIGHTS from the past few days.

- - Mikh’s Wii party. one of the few days i’ve been anticipating for weeks. Haha. yes, playing with Wii Sports and Trauma Center was definitely fun, no question, but what i really came for was some good old bonding time with great friends. friends who hasn’t changed a bit since i last saw them. well most of them, anyway. Haha. you know i’m talking about you, shaggy. Haha.

- - cleaning my room. i can’t get over the fact that i have so much crap stuffed inside my closets. Haha. but for sure, i enjoyed rummaging through piles and piles of crap, and remembering what they all mean to me, and certain events that coincide with it. believe it or not, i found a scrap of paper with a poem i wrote a bajillion years ago, and it read. . .

Poem. ♥

All the days of my week,

I right the name I dare not speak.

With the sky in her hair,

She is my only and my despair. 

- - i was young. i didn’t know better. heck, i didn’t even know how to spell “write” correctly, much less fall in love with someone. it’s safe to say that i was radically naive when i was young. but who wasn’t? Haha. now that i’m a bit older, it’s also safe to say that i’m a bit cynical; as it should be. Hahaha.  

- - i had a fight with someone. and surprisingly, i’m glad that it happened. it brought out a lot of the feelings i most of the time try to suppress. it brought out a lot of issues i have with that person which i generally try to ignore. and i now realize that my relationship with that person is rocky and unstable, and it has been for years. now, with all these realizations, i can hopefully put things right, and set things on how it should be.

it shouldn’t be this hard. 

atleast, not to someone who’s young as me.

it really shouldn’t be. 

seriously.